What It Looked Like Surviving the War for My Mind, My Body, and My Spirit
Surviving the war for my mind, my body, and my spirit means I didn’t just live through abuse — I lived through an orchestrated assault on every part of my being.
This wasn’t just childhood trauma.
This wasn’t just spiritual attack.
This was an all-out war.
Targeted. Strategic. Ruthless.
They didn’t just try to break me.
They tried to erase me.
My mind was turned against me.
I was groomed to doubt myself, blame myself, silence myself.
My thoughts weren’t safe. My memories blurred.
Gaslighting made me question what was real — until I started believing maybe I was the problem.
Psychological, Physical, and Spiritual Invasion
My body was violated.
Touched, harmed, used.
Turned into a battlefield where I wasn’t allowed to feel safe — not even in my own skin.
And then judged for the damage they caused.
I learned to disconnect from my body just to survive living in it.
And my spirit?
That’s what they wanted most.
Because once they break your spirit, they don’t need to lay another hand on you.
That’s when they’ve got you — silent, submissive, spiritually shut down.
That’s when the infestation begins.
How I Started Reclaiming My Soul
Surviving the war for my mind, my body, and my spirit wasn’t one battle.
It was years of trauma layered over spiritual torment.
It was confusion.
Disassociation.
Nightmares.
Attacks that happened in my sleep and in broad daylight.
And still — I didn’t die.
Even when it felt like I already had.
What I’m doing now — telling these stories, digging up these truths — this is the war.
This is the resistance.
Every time I speak, I’m reclaiming territory.
I Am Not What They Tried to Make Me
Because I still have triggers.
I still have dark days.
I still have moments I feel haunted by everything I’ve been through.
But I also have a voice.
A fire.
A purpose they couldn’t kill.
And you know what? That means I won.
Surviving the war for my mind, my body, and my spirit means I’m not a victim anymore.
I’m a weapon now — forged in fire, aimed with truth, and ready to break every damn chain they tried to wrap around me.
